This one's for the girls...

The only decent song I've hear on the radio all day. Damn cheesy love songs. Well today is Valentine's Day. Of course I'm single, but oh well. I'm 21 years old and I haven't dated anyone in my life. I've hooked up a few times and I'll regret that the rest of my life. Not that anything bad happened. I just felt like a whore afterwards. Well today I took myself to King Kong. It wasn't that bad as everyone had told me. The end with the ape and the girl on top of the Empire State Building was a bit too much. I'm deathly afraid of heights even if I see it on a movie. Well after that my old friend Chris from SDSU was in town and he's never been to Annabelle's so I took him to show him where it's at. Could I be any bigger of a loser. Oh and I had to pick him up at the mall and guess where he wanted me to meet him. At the fucking GAP. Everytime I go into a store like that I get all depressed because I can't fit into any of their shit. So what did I turn to. Pizza and little debbie. My second day of my diet failed horribly. There's always tomorrow. I bought myself a home docking kit for my satellite radio so I'll finally be able to hear Richard's show. I should call in too. He would be some great motivation again. I was to embarassed to last Sunday when they wanted me to call in and do a follow up. Back then I had willpower now I don't have that much. You'd think I'd learn not to overeat cuz everytime I do I feel like shit but oh no. Just keep going. Well Valentine's Day sucks. But I'm trying to stay hopeful. I know how fast lives can change. So I'm hopign mine changes quickly. I think I may have found out what I want in life too and that alone is a pretty big accomplishment in my opinion.