Rambles from the Quiet Warrior

Rambles from an ordinary man trying to find his purpose and place in this life. EVERYONE SHOULD ALSO GO TO www.jewelkilcherforum.com BECAUSE IT ROCKS!!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

hello

Hello everyone. Let me tell you what's been going on in my life. Well I quit my job almost two weeks ago. I'm sort of scared but very relieved and very happy. I will find something else I'm sure. Well I went home Friday with my friend Larissa. I decided to spend the night with them as mom didn't know I quit and I didn't want to tellt he news yet. Well I went home Saturday and got a wtf you doing home? I then told my mom what happened. She was upset at first but knew what I was goign through so she's happy I did the right thing sort of. Well I then went to a band at the local pub. They played some really good songs and it was mellow and my friend and I wanted a joint so bad haha. We didn't though. I have to download some of the songs they played because they were oldies but goodies. Then I spent Sunday with my family and had a great time. I haven't been this happy in quite a while. There is a god. I'm supposed to be getting a call for a date which I hope I do. He seems pretty nice and I'm getting kinda lonely and would liek to get into a relationship. I've been single all my life. But anyways that's all for now goodnight.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Does anyone belive in love anymore?

Greetings,
The next group gathering will be set up for April 10, 2006, 10a to 2p. For those who have not been here before, here is what you can expect. I have the living room, two bedrooms, kitchen, dining room and bathroom for your use. There will also be two televisions with videos running if you enjoy them. I ask all the guys to remove their clothes when they arrive. I will provide condoms, lubricants, and sodas to replenish your thirst. There is no charge for this gathering of course, however I will have a tip jar if you would like to help defer the costs of these supplies. If you can attend, please return this email with the following information: Age: Height: Weight: Hair Color: Top/Bottom/Neither: Cock Size: I will send out an email to all of you who have responded with all this information as to who will be attending. Let¡¦s try to beat the record of 19 guys in attendance. Ha ha.

This makes me sad. Gives people a good look at homosexuals. I'm wondering if it's worth sticking up for anymore.

Monday, April 03, 2006

I write again..

Hello there. Well I haven't updated in quite sometime. I've felt somewhat guilty. I've lied to quite a few people about my job. I said it was going well and stuff. Well it is now but I almost got fired because I've missed 18 days since February 2nd some not my fault most were. Anyways it's good now I'm hanging in there until I find something else. Well on a happier note. Today well Sunday the 2nd my sister and my mom visited me with my little nephew. We were going to visit my sister who is in a group home in Mitchell but my sister hasn't been behaving well so we were unable to visit her. So we just hung out here instead. We went to the mall and hung out and I took them to Chili's it was a nice day and I was glad to see my family. My sister took notice of my Gman calendar. It has animated hunks with visible bulges even a few full nudes. She didn't get it. How was a brunette stud with a big slab of uncut cock scrubbing his armpit in the shower supposed to turn you on? I wasn't sure how to explain that to her so I just said it's just a cartoon. It made me laugh. Well that's all I have to write about tonight. I'll be updating more.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

I must spread the word...

Ok because I'm a die hard fan I have to do this. It is my duty. Here is the link to Jewel's new video titled "Again and Again". Scroll down a bit on this page and you can click on the link and play it. Enjoy. http://www.fanscape.com/artists.aspx?genre...&bandcode=JEWEL

I swear she is the only thing that can turn me straight. hehe You know she touched my shoulder once. Well so did Tom Daschle but he didn't give me a hard on lol j/k

You learn something new everyday

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.
How Do You Live Your Life?

Friday, March 17, 2006

My nephew


Well here are the family. We have 5 generations in it. The great great grandfather. The great grandmother. The grandfather. The mother and her son. This is my nephew Masen John Person who was born on Febrauary 7, 2006

Sunday, March 12, 2006

I need some tylenol pm's

So here I am. It's 4am. I can't sleep. I am trying to not depend on tylenol pm's for sleep. Well needless to say now I can't. I was just sitting in bed thinking a mile a minute. It all struck me. I am a failure. I'm 21 yrs old. I'm overwieght. I was on a diet which I lost 30 pounds(richard simmons does work) but then for some reason I stopped. I don't have a college degree. I'm working a job I call into a lot. I've never dated anyone my whole life. I've never had my first real kiss. Yes I've had sexual encounters and yes I've kissed people but it was just wasn't a real kiss you know. Well the other night I was watching some toy countdown on Vh1. Damn that channel to hell I just love it. Well it wasn't until tonight that it made me feel like a real failure. There was a toy. A toy that I played with when I was a kid that makes me feel like such a failure today. Yes you guessed it. The Spirograph. I could never draw cool designs. All I got was some fricking spiral that kept going and going and going. Just one big spiral. I could never get the designs that were shown on the box. Will I ever succeed at anything? Well then I flipped through the channels. I was back home visiting my parents and they have cable so woooohooooo. I flipped to TLC it had a show on it called Little people big world or vice versa. Now I don't feel like such a failure. I'm not as selfish. I know that someday I'll succeed. I don't care how far I have to go. I will get a spirograph and I will accomplish all! I will win you, spirograph. Beware world, you are mine!!!

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Green

You Are Olive Green
You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know.
What Color Green Are You?