I must spread the word...

Ok because I'm a die hard fan I have to do this. It is my duty. Here is the link to Jewel's new video titled "Again and Again". Scroll down a bit on this page and you can click on the link and play it. Enjoy. http://www.fanscape.com/artists.aspx?genre...&bandcode=JEWEL

I swear she is the only thing that can turn me straight. hehe You know she touched my shoulder once. Well so did Tom Daschle but he didn't give me a hard on lol j/k

You learn something new everyday

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

How Do You Live Your Life?

My nephew

Well here are the family. We have 5 generations in it. The great great grandfather. The great grandmother. The grandfather. The mother and her son. This is my nephew Masen John Person who was born on Febrauary 7, 2006

I need some tylenol pm's

So here I am. It's 4am. I can't sleep. I am trying to not depend on tylenol pm's for sleep. Well needless to say now I can't. I was just sitting in bed thinking a mile a minute. It all struck me. I am a failure. I'm 21 yrs old. I'm overwieght. I was on a diet which I lost 30 pounds(richard simmons does work) but then for some reason I stopped. I don't have a college degree. I'm working a job I call into a lot. I've never dated anyone my whole life. I've never had my first real kiss. Yes I've had sexual encounters and yes I've kissed people but it was just wasn't a real kiss you know. Well the other night I was watching some toy countdown on Vh1. Damn that channel to hell I just love it. Well it wasn't until tonight that it made me feel like a real failure. There was a toy. A toy that I played with when I was a kid that makes me feel like such a failure today. Yes you guessed it. The Spirograph. I could never draw cool designs. All I got was some fricking spiral that kept going and going and going. Just one big spiral. I could never get the designs that were shown on the box. Will I ever succeed at anything? Well then I flipped through the channels. I was back home visiting my parents and they have cable so woooohooooo. I flipped to TLC it had a show on it called Little people big world or vice versa. Now I don't feel like such a failure. I'm not as selfish. I know that someday I'll succeed. I don't care how far I have to go. I will get a spirograph and I will accomplish all! I will win you, spirograph. Beware world, you are mine!!!

Green

You Are Olive Green

You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know.

What Color Green Are You?

Wow I haven't written in a while...

Well hello friends, haven't written in quite a long time. I have a feeling this blog is going to be a little long. Oxymoron. Well let's see. I've been doing somewhat better. I finally was able to see my friends last Sunday. I went out with Larissa and her baby boy to the local Denny's. We then decided to drop the little fella off with his dad as Larissa and I thought it would be nice if we went and spent time with Mollie and have a couple drinks. We went to a nice little bar only a few blocks away from Mollie's place. It was fun we had some munchies and Larissa and I had a drink. Mollie decided to stick with diet coke. She had some fun the night before. Well we just talked and it was nice. I then went back home for a day and it was very nice. Having a nice talk really boosted my emotions. I'm actually in quite a fair mood. I did recieve a verbal at work and what do I do I call in today. Saying I had an accident. I'm not the smartest one in the bunch but It'll all be ok and I've decided to not do it again for quite sometime. I'm going to hang in there until April 22nd when I take about a four day vacation. I'm going to take about 2 days off. I will take a saturday off and then I have Sundays off so that's good and I'll take a Monday off and then I have tuesdays off as well. So it'll be a nice 4 days that my friends will be back home and I can get back home. On the weekend when my parents are off work as well. Also it's the end of April so the weather should be fairly nice. I don't know why I called in today. I didn't really do anything. I did open the windows and get some fresh air. I really hope it does not snow this Sunday. I am ok with rain but no snow. I'm sick of this cold winter weather. I think the reason I was so depressed was because of seasonal affective disorder. So this nice weather has changed me. So please stay this way. Well I'm off. I'm going to watch some tv. I just have to go to work tomorrow then I'm off Sunday. So it's all good.